12.31.2009

random 12.31.09...the end of a decade.

too many thoughts bouncing around in my head today.
not certain why.
seemed smart to get it all out, so here goes...please excuse the rambling.

*this song going through my head, especially the part beginning with "2am and i'm still awake" sort of sums up how i feel about journaling, writing...
*alaska is amazing, i could drive and stare out the window for hours, winter or summer.
*don't much like the idea of a "new year's resolution." seems like when you attach "new year's" to your resolve, it becomes in a sense, unattainable, like something bound to fail. i understand how attractive a new year is, in terms of a fresh start or a clean slate, that makes sense. but it's like saying "i'm going on a diet" instead of "i am going to make a lifestyle change to eat healthier and exercise because i truly care about my health and well-being." to me, it's more like a temporary fix for a bigger issue. we shouldn't feel like we have to wait until a new year to do something positive for ourselves...
*cannot wait to have an adult night out this evening.
*i have a copy of this sitting next to me, just waiting for me to open it and finally learn how to use PSE, something i have been wanting to do for way too long.
*so very bummed that football season is drawing to a close. absolutely loved playing fantasy this season...did well too! (better than my hubby!)
*feeling quite pensive today...
*i have not watched an episode of Criminal Minds in over a week and i am about to go into withdrawals.
*loving Twitter lately.
*being thousands of miles away from home with sick kids kinda stinks.
*seems ironic that we traveled to alaska for christmas, narrowly escaping a winter storm that barreled through home and it hasn't snowed once since we've been here.

ok...now i feel a bit better. sort of.
happy twenty ten.
xoxo

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